Simon Cowell's ex Sinitta has said about how hard she found it when she found out that Simon was going to become a father but now she had talked about her abortion.
Recently Sinitta sat down for an interview to talk about Simon and the abortion:
"People are saying I aborted Simon's baby in 2009 and that he only found out the other day. That's all lies - I'd never do that to him. Reports saying this was something Simon knew nothing about and that I did it behind his back to hurt him, and that he is devastated and is exiling me are vile. It was a long time ago when we were both young. Simon was very concerned and by my side.""I have always admitted I wanted to marry him and have children with him - not just because I love him, but because I thought I would be good for him. I think he thought he didn't want children and he would never want children. And I believed him. I thought that one day we would have them. But it wasn't something we were fighting over. He was always honest with me and we had different life expectations.""I still love Simon but I'm not 'in love' with him. I haven't been in love with him for two or three years. I'm in a relationship with someone else now. [Lauren Silverman] is in love with him and he's in love with her. I'm happy for them and I mean that."
Sinitta seems like she so jealous of Lauren Silverman as she know that Simon and Lauren will be together now.